Forgive me , but today I need to be alone. Completely alone for the next few days or so . Yesterday my beautiful collie dog passed away . For 16 years Megs has been at my side day and night . My heart is broken and I need time and space to think about her . I dont want any visiters ,I have nothing left of myself to spare right now . I will be o.k but for a little while I need to be on my own . The silence is comforting.